Today was an extreamley odd morning. I woke up in the morning next to the Doctor, nothing happened of course. We are of course timelords who don't have sexdrives. It was just odd though because I couldn't help but to smile at him and him smile at me. "Have anice sleep then I assume?" I asked with my famous Romana smile and to my surprise he didn't look aways he simply just kept on smiling.
"What is yourproblem Doctor, are you ill?" I asked and to my surprise he shook his head, "So then what's your problem?" I asked waiting for a logical awnser.
"I just figured out that out of all the times I've been wrong about my assumptions the one that was most important is somehow...wrong.." He said blinking his eyes. I truthfully thought him an idiot at that moment, he always confused me when he spoke since the words that came from his mouth made absolutly no sense.
"Doctor I simply don't understand what you are talking about..you must start making ore sense old man, " I replied with a confused expression as a smile went across his new lips.
"I mean I was wrong about being alone..the last of our kind...I mean your still here of all people I get Romana, which I might add isn't the best deal but it makes me feel like I'm right at home." he replied. I rolled my eyes at him at the words that came from his mouth, truthflly hiding that I thought the same. That I was alone and would have to be a Romana of my own traveling with humans and saving worlds.I was hidning the thoughts as always making myself seem agressive and the smartone smiling in my mind, forgetting that if he wanted to he could read it.
That's when he said the words I really didn't want to hear, "Romana, you know you rarley speak as much as you used to. You keep yourself so private and its horribly hard to read you now..as if I don't know you anymore and Pandora litterally stole what was you."
I blinked a couple of times, "No.."I replied now on my back ignoring his gaze, "but I might say that you exsile yourself as well..making it so hard for people to know you...running away from the past...its horrible Doctor,"
To my surprise I didn't hear a word come after those. I actually think I hit him in his soft spot and I felt bad. I didn't speak though and neither did he for about ten minutes.
"You know ROmana..I suppose that's why we're here, two lonely angels and all we truly have is each other. You've always been there for me, we-ll unless you were possessed by Pandora or in your 3rd body but besides that you've been there for me and I've always been there for you.."
I blinked, thinking that maybe I should of stayed in E-space during th ewar when he told me I could stay if I really wanted to but I didn't stay. I suppose the key of time really kept us together as friends for sometime.
"I suppose so Doctor, in and out of time you've been there for me and we0ll as much as you'd like to say I've been there for you I haven't so I am sorry. " I said putting my hand against his and to my surprise he held it and I smiled, "I'll try to be there for you more..but like you I'm still recovering from damages, "
"I understand," he replied when we heard a a sound of an explosion and the stomping of feet.
"Talks over," I said getting up from bed and smiling at him, "You know you taught me who I am.."
"Well I like who you are Romana and I don't belive I'd like if you changed that, but seeming as though we have some cybermen to deal with we can talk later. " He then gave me his new Doctor smile and he and I ran off.
The conversation for some odd reason had an odd effect on me...
The ex Madame President,
Fred
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